Written about a ficus tree at
NGMA, Bangalore, to accompany a photograph by Kalyan Varma, displayed as the
centrepiece at the 2nd edition of Neralu, Bangalore’s annual tree festival
I was different. I could sense it.
Each time my roots were clipped, I didn’t buckle and fall.
Each time my roots were clipped, I didn’t buckle and fall.
I moulded myself differently.
I sought the sky. My connection with the earth
changed.
But I found a way to stay.
It
made me different.
I saw it in the eyes of the gardener who tended
to me.
I heard it in the whispers of the people who
saw me.
I felt it from looking at the trees around me.
I
told myself - “So what if I’m different?”
So what if children don’t swing from my roots?
So what if people don’t worship under my
canopy?
My
heart is the same as any other.
I love it when you come seeking the patterns I
make on the ground.
Shade, you call it. Neralu.
I love sheltering the nuts the tiny squirrels trust
me with.
I love the feel of an aching back resting against
my gnarled trunk.
I wish I could make your pain go away.
I am
always back-lit, photographers say.
I say I’m shielding you from the harsh sunlight.
The sun is always behind me. I have your back.
Come, enjoy a nap beneath me.
I promise you - you won’t need a photograph to
remember me by.
Don’t
judge me by my appearance.
I have the same love to give you.
I make you look up - at the sky beyond me.
A sky you sometimes forget to look at.
It’s
been over 100 years.
I now see love in your eyes.
My difference no longer makes a difference.
You love me as you love any other tree.
For that, I love you even more.
I’ve
learnt from my life. I wouldn’t swap it for anything.
It’s okay to be different.
People will eventually love you for who you
are.
Even if they don’t, keep standing tall and
proud.
Be there for them when they need you.
Give them your love.
Don’t give up when your wings are clipped; find
a way.
And reach for the skies.
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This over-100-year-old ficus tree at the National
Gallery of Modern Art (NGMA), Bangalore, is one of the many beautiful trees
found in Bangalore. Whether you are a nature lover or are simply looking for a
different experience in Bangalore, tree walks can be an enjoyable and off-beat addition
to your itinerary. These are usually informally planned on weekends, by the
city’s active naturalist community. However, planned tree walks can also be
booked at:
or
Both agencies are highly recommended: for visitors to
Bangalore, as well as locals looking to know their city better.