An unedited version of my story published in the Nov-Dec 2017
edition of asiaSpa India.
I should
have been distressed, but I wasn’t. I should have moped, but I didn’t. I
continued sipping my hot chocolate as though nothing had happened, staring
expectantly through the foggy window for signs of that magical swoosh of green,
the Aurora Borealis. Worried about my lack of reaction to the news, my husband proceeded
to console me by saying that he was hopeful about the storm not setting in the
next day. I cheerfully told him that we should turn back as advised, halfway
into our road-trip around Iceland - the trip I had meticulously planned, the
trip that was all I could talk and dream about since six months, the trip that
was so expensive that I felt pangs of guilt in spite of having painstakingly
saved up for it.
That night,
we were the only guests at a cosy wooden inn at Breiddalsvik, a small fishing town in Iceland’s craggy East Fjords.
For that matter, in the week we had spent driving from Reykjavik - Iceland’s
capital - to Breiddalsvik, we had been the only guests everywhere. I am not
exaggerating for effect – we were literally the only two people on the road at
most times, barring at Reykjavik, home to almost half of Iceland’s minuscule
population. In October, at the onset of winter, the weather in Iceland is at
its most tempestuous. So when the locals at Breiddalsvik told us that a ‘don’t
travel for a few days’ warning had just been issued because of a storm brewing all
along our route, we knew it was prudent to turn back. That was a huge blow, but
why wasn’t I upset? The answer surprised me.
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Stormy weather in October |
Shorn of
creature comforts like luxury accommodation, local cuisine (being a vegetarian limited
me) and ‘branded’ shopping, which sometimes tend to define a travel experience,
Iceland had helped me discover what was important to me. I learnt to live in
the moment, without a plan - quite a challenge for someone who likes to be on
top of things. My definition of well-being changed; I realised that feeling
alive and happy could result from just a consciousness of the world, my
surroundings, and its wonders, including undesirable ones like the impending
storm.
A week ago, a
day after I arrived in Iceland, the Snaefellsnes Peninsula welcomed me with
howling wind that rattled our parked SUV like a cradle. Overcome by fear, I sat
clutching the car door until my knuckles hurt. Our guide had already descended
to the bottom of the hillock, and gesticulated wildly, beckoning me to join
him. Mustering up all my courage, I stepped out into the 25 mps (90 kmph) wind,
the warning for which blinked on the digital display by the roadside, and had prompted
us to stop driving until it subsided. I quickly wobbled down the slope. There,
sheltered from the wind by the rocky drop, I gaped at the deceptively tranquil
sight before me: Kirkjufell, with its small cascading waterfalls.
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The
hill Kirkjufell, with the waterfall Kirkjufellsfoss in the foreground. |
As the
adrenaline coursing through me slowly mellowed, and my heart ceased to thump wildly,
I wondered whether the threat of danger made one feel alive. The epiphany came
yet another day, when I walked the slippery slopes of a glacier, with crampons
strapped on, every step calculated and purposeful, avoiding crevasses and thin
ice. In spite of the intense concentration, my mind registered both the sheer
expanse of the glacier as well as the delicacy of the lace-like patterns on patches
of frozen ice. Yes, the threat of danger had indeed made me pay closer
attention to my every movement, and details of the landscape, which may have
otherwise gone unnoticed.
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The
summit of the glacier Svinafellsjokull. |
Iceland took
me out of my comfort zone, challenged me to rely on cues given by nature, and
reinforced my belief in goodness. A fairly egalitarian society; the refusal to
have an army; the rental company asking me to leave my car with its doors
unlocked and the keys inside so that they could pick it up; museums refusing to
charge us for our second visit because they said they noticed how much time we
spent appreciating each exhibit - through large doses of pragmatism and visual
poetry, Iceland reassured me that a lot is well with the world.
Bobbing in
the hypnotic blue water of the Blue Lagoon, a geothermal spa, images from the
road-trip flashed before my eyes. Geysers, bubbling soil, volcanoes, lava
fields, craters, glaciers, icebergs, auroras, and fjords - phenomena that had
merely been words, were now memories. To be in the lagoon’s warm water while
the land around was in winter’s grip was a surreal experience. Slathering some mineral-rich
mud on my face, I floated to the bar for a drink, happy that driving back had
given us more time to spend at the same places, as well as a chance to meet those
who had waved us goodbye days earlier. Our promise of returning another day had
come true, albeit sooner than expected.
A day before
I left Iceland, I stood on the viewing deck of Perlan, an erstwhile water tank
in Reykjavik converted into a public building. The blue ray of light from the
Imagine Peace Tower - John Lennon’s memorial – shot up into the night sky, with
a full moon for a neighbour. Below twinkled Reykjavik’s lights, as though all
the stars had fallen down from the sky. And then, unexpectedly, two green beams
emerged from the moon and snaked across the inky canvas. The Aurora Borealis is
rarely seen unless the sky is clear and dark, yet here it was, defying
convention. The unbridled joy in that moment was a fitting culmination to what
had been constantly reinforced throughout my trip to Iceland: “Allow yourself
to be surprised.”
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The Aurora Borealis (northern lights) over
Reykjavik. The blue 'Imagine Peace' light, conceptualised by John Lennon’s wife
Yoko Ono, is lit every night from his birthday in October until the day he was
shot in December. |